Monday, May 3, 2010
Living Less Human
People see it as a destiny,
to be reproductively active,
to have offspring.
As the world gets more crowded,
human gets inhuman,
the world gets messed up.
So, what's the rationale about bringing another life to the world,
when all the many that's already here,
already don't have equal chance to live fully,
without being less human,
without destroying the only world we have.
Vs. the Common Destiny
I,
born unwanted,
adopted into a dysfunctional family,
adult yet immature.
I cannot,
take responsibility,
to bring yet another life to this messed up world,
and watch it roam hopelessly through life,
as much as I have.
I'm no father,
thus I'm no husband.
Are You Alive?
No one ask to be born.
People just go on living.
When someone do ask question about the meaning of living,
people find it offensive,
dismiss it,
bury that person away.
That question is not an offensive,
it's part of a quest to live better.
But probably,
it is offensive after all.
Because most people,
don't really know what they're living for...
Shallow Beauty 2
So rational,
can't see the essence,
that,
once we're acknowledges each other as relatives,
there's an unconditional love around us,
stronger than any petty misunderstanding.
Shallow Beauty
Such pity,
one so beautiful,
yet unable to perceive,
that there's still a chance for an unconditional love,
on something uncommon,
behind all misunderstanding.
All to do,
is to reach a bit longer,
to find something uncommon,
can be unique,
and equally beautiful.
Vs. the Common People
I am:
Adopted.
Immature.
People say:
Unworthy of love.
Guilty until proven innocence.
I say:
Common people are cows...
Alone and Suicidal
When being alone more than fifty percent of everyday life,
getting suicidal is an easy thing.
It Begins
So it begins.
Through all I've been,
if I still can't make myself a better person by the end of this year,
then,
there's only some very few reasons for me...
to stay living as such a waste,
anymore.
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